02.21.2023

12°F overcast W@15mph

Morning Offering given

Village peaceful

Coffee, excellent, good full body taste

As most of you are aware I have left the Facebook, Twitter, Parler, Gab, and SP3RN, websites. Too much time was spent there reading incredibly deceitful posts. Posts that tried to herd one like cattle into a certain mindset. Platforms that took it upon themselves with a government push to silence those who looked at the world through a more open lens. I am not naive enough to think that my words will change anything that is going on in this world. My words, only tell you the thoughts going thru my mind, the questions I have, and the search for answers. I’ve been called a liar, a conspiracy theorist, holier than thou, deplorable, and ignorant. Most of my life has been spent avoiding being gaslighted or labeled a troublemaker because I refused to conform to society’s norms. After all, what do/will people think. I did/or experienced several things that were immensely painful while being done and that pain has left immeasurable scars which have a tendency to break open at truly inconvenient times, thus necessitating a thorough clean-up of my thoughts and actions in some situations. Label me a survivor, warrior, or defender…never again will I be a victim. Years ago I trashed that label; taking it up again is not an option.

This morning I ponder President Biden’s trip to Ukraine. Did he really make this trip to commemorate 1 year of war or did he make the trip to keep Ukraine silent over his past dealings with them and his son? $500 million seems a rather large price tag considering how the last money we gave them seemingly up and disappeared overnight. That old question “whose silence is being bought” raises its head once again. The USA can hardly afford to make debt payments and we “give” that kind of $$ to a country at war with Russia? What about taking care of our own? What about the mess with China? What about answers regarding Hunter? What about Jan 6 and getting to the bottom of those government lies and the unfair prosecution of protectors of free speech? I see we may finally have answers regarding the Epstein issues, or perhaps they just had enough time to do laundry and get things cleaned up enough for the public to swallow.

Why I allow these things to even mess with my remote existence is beyond me. If allowed they interfere with my faith life and my family life. Hard to be at peace sometimes with people who cannot see the other side or have labeled you.

Today is Day 52: Male and Female-CIY…can be found on https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z88ScI7-Cvk&t=77s

Rosary, Sorrowful can be found at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l0QLN-02js

Know you are prayed for.

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